Today I found myself behind a construction fence on the top of a mountain development. It was at the crest of a housing development full of identical houses that alway seem oddly empty. Being the highest point and the end of the street, I assumed it was the drop-off. I was trying to peek over when suddenly an older man on a bicycle surprised me. He had come up a path along the fence and was coughing and wheezing because of the ash. Seeing as how the fence was in front of a water treatment plant, I was sort of confused to see him trespassing. He knew the way through the barrier though, which he pointed out, and then promptly headed back down.
When I got to the other side I was shocked to find the whole top of the mountain, as far as I could see in the haze, divided and flattened. Looking out at that expanse, with the fire behind it, I felt like I was in my own bad dream. I walked, trying to get to the edge, but realized it was at least two miles and that it might be dark by the time I turned around. It's emptiness made me want to scream if only to fill the space. I am going to go back tomorrow. I think the reason there was no construction was because of the fire's smoke.
I have been taking pictures on this mountain for a project, but I will share these because they seem more timely than the rest.